Is a summer day, so  hot, I  feel the asphalt melting under my heels. Is the 7th interview this week. Every  interview call is a sip of water in the desert, but there is no  final  call announcing me that I am hired...Even if is just 10 am the bus is already feeling like a sauna. People seem to know what they are doing, they seem to have a purpose for being there. But I  feel like just wasting time... but I have nothing better to  do then to look for a job, an internship, anything that  can ensure the payment for rent and food. I found a free chair and I take it, I focus better sitting then standing. I just take a sit and the cell starts calling. I am thinking might be a job opportunity, I just applied for a marketing internship that seems like a dream come true, get paid to  do what you want:). I answer and is the HR for the interview that I was  heading towards telling me that the  manager shall not be in today and informing me that she will have to reschedule the  following days. I answer politely using a cordial speech telling her is nothing and that we shall  have the interview the following days, even if my  mind goes crazy, I know this type of calls, there  shall be no interview.
I feel upset and frustrated and there sitting in the  bus chair I feel so  small and powerless.  What should I do next? Should I go home, have a walk in the park, read the newspaper... I decide to  sit on the  chair and wait until the  bus  stops and then get out. I am looking out of the window envying every person that seems to have a job. Is like they have a label, they have a fix look that  seems to follow a purpose, yeah they  certainly  know what they are doing, their time is precious not like mine...
This is the way I spent, better like wasted 2 mouths part of  my summer Holiday. At the end of August, I was broke: had no money to pay for rent, I couldn't afford to pay my cell phone bill and I barely had money for food.
Still going on interview, but I think they already smell my desperation... and I get no results. No job yet and the bills continue to arrive.

Caty  and C. are me, one and the same person. But there is a big BUT. While  C. is  what you  get  to see when you meet me, Caty is a secret part, hidden  which  just  few get  to  meet...
Let me tell  you a little  bit about my life... I am 19, just  entered university. I am a small town girl just getting acquainted with the  big city. I  am still tired by the  noise and crazy rhythm of the city.  I  am nerdiest nerd I have ever met until  now. I  spend my free time in the library just  reading about Communication. Yes I know it  sounds like a cliche, but yes I am  into communications like  half of the  female  population living on Earth.
This  is  where the common ends cause I am what you  call a web girl... yes it is the true men pay to see me.
I am sure  you are  wondering  why  does  she  do  that?! Well I  do  for the easy  money that I  can gain. And I  enjoy talking with men, I  find them a special  genre so different  from  woman.
I shall start with the beginning.  My  1st University year, I just landed in a new big world. I have a rather boring schedule, I wake-up,  go to  classes and every brake I get I visit the library, I have favorite spots  where I  can read,  the  lighting is natural and I enjoy the plants on my table.  I have great grades, I love my major and do not miss a class.  But the  web chat started in need for money to  be able to support myself over the  summer, when my 1st University Year had ended... It was like a dream that you live in but  feel same time that is unreal...